If self deprivation is an art, then I must be a master of it.
I have mastered the art of saying NO for countless of times but I am not expecting that I will say the word over and over again for the past couple of weeks.
Even until now, I am still mustering every inch of my courage to resist the temptation in front of me. There were times that I was close to folding my claws and mimic like a lost kitten.
But then, an over familiar feeling enveloped my being and this lost kitten transformed into a panther once again spreading its claws and attacking anyone who dared to touched me.
So I will just continue to contain my emotions and use all my will power to say those two letter word which deprived me from everything but Happiness.