Self Deprivation: An Art?

If self deprivation is an art, then I must be a master of it.

I have mastered the art of saying NO for countless of times but I am not expecting that I will say the word over and over again for the past couple of weeks.

Even until now, I am still mustering every inch of my courage to resist the temptation in front of me. There were times that I was close to folding my claws and mimic like a lost kitten.

Surrendering.

Yielding.

But then, an over familiar feeling enveloped my being and this lost kitten transformed into a panther once again spreading its claws and attacking anyone who dared to touched me.

Transfixed.

Well guarded.

Locked.

Secured.

So I will just continue to contain my emotions and use all my will power to say those two letter word which deprived me from everything but Happiness.

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